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The Other Side of Midnight - Richard C. Hoagland - Live Chat Thread

Started by cosmic hobo, June 24, 2015, 08:00:52 PM

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Roswells, Art

#88117
July 19, 2016, 12:08:35 AM
Quote from: 21st Century Man on July 19, 2016, 12:02:32 AM
I'm going to be listening to the Demonology guest on Noory's show but I'll be here in spirit and words.

Demonology, eh? Have they started talking about it yet?

zeebo

#88124
July 19, 2016, 12:12:22 AM
"140 countries"  .. sweet, we're adding like two a week.

norland2424

#88125
July 19, 2016, 12:14:05 AM
Quote from: zeebo on July 19, 2016, 12:12:22 AM
"140 countries"  .. sweet, we're adding like two a week.

if hoagie still has this show by this time next year hes going to claim a few planets

Sandra Kristen

#88126
July 19, 2016, 12:15:18 AM
Quote from: norland2424 on July 19, 2016, 12:14:05 AM
if hoagie still has this show by this time next year hes going to claim a few planets

He's coming upon a year. Pretty impressive for a 70 year old who just found his calling in life lol

TigerLily

#88128
July 19, 2016, 12:17:20 AM

Oh oh. This guy's voice is going to put me right to sleep

comaphobe

#88129
July 19, 2016, 12:17:33 AM
LOL hotknife through butter.... more like hot knife on the kitchen stove cooking up some black ones while robin bogarts the ice.

norland2424

#88130
July 19, 2016, 12:18:25 AM
Quote from: Empress on July 19, 2016, 12:15:18 AM
He's coming upon a year. Pretty impressive for a 70 year old who just found his calling in life lol

and MITD turns 1 years old in two days lol

Sandra Kristen

#88133
July 19, 2016, 12:19:46 AM
Quote from: norland2424 on July 19, 2016, 12:18:25 AM
and MITD turns 1 years old in two days lol

Whatever happen to that original guy? You know Leo the news reader.

norland2424

#88135
July 19, 2016, 12:22:17 AM
Quote from: Empress on July 19, 2016, 12:19:46 AM
Whatever happen to that original guy? You know Leo the news reader.

jesus hahaa

Leo Ashcraft
8 hrs ·

I just cant understand people who say they are good people and then turn their back on someone - especially when they may be in danger. People make mistakes for various reasons. They do things that something in their past has programmed the response. But even if a friend screws me over - I don't want to see them get physically hurt. And I still hope that that person will come to realize their mistakes. But because of those mistakes everyone turns their back on that person and doesn't seem to care if they wind up dead.

Yes eventually I will shut myself down and give up on someone that knowingly screws me around.

Yes - maybe - I just got screwed around - maybe I didn't - until I know what happened for sure - I have to assume there is something else going on - until I know otherwise. Still I wouldn't want that person to be hurt - even though they hurt me in in the deepest possible way.

I'm sorry I have some hope left. (I know its easier and fits your needs better if I didnt - you made that clear - and made me feel like shit - thank you for that) And maybe that tiny bit of hope is keeping me going a little bit. But the not knowing is killing me at the same time. The nights are the worst. They seem to go on forever.

Some tried to help - but it was a one shot deal. Then they turned their backs on this person who is understandably a bit wacko considering how they grew up. Isn't it the right thing to do to try to understand what that person is thinking and feeling, rather than just get mad and start the hate machine? I feel sorry for this person. But I feel sorry for the people who turned their back on both of us. Yes both of us. You may be right - this person may be doing exactly what you think they are - but what if they're not? Until I know for sure - there is no closure and this open wound stays open and seeps.

It doesn't have to go the way I want it to. I can deal with not getting what I want. Yes it will hurt, but it will heal. Its the not knowing 100% what is going on that hurts and keeps festering this wound.

The two guard dogs stand between us - I can't get through. I don't know if they want me to get through and are hiding behind the gatekeepers. The feeling of helplessness because of this makes the wound deeper and more debilitating. And as I type this I realize now thinking about what I wrote in the fourth paragraph - if that's how those that turned their backs are - I wonder about them and if that's how I will be treated if I lose my shit one day. Well I guess we will soon find out.

And for those reading this - no I haven't lost it (yet) - this is a coded message. Only those involved will have any clue what I am talking about. Don't hurt yourself trying to figure out the meaning of what I just wrote.

Sandra Kristen

#88136
July 19, 2016, 12:22:54 AM
This guest sucks and has no charisma. Hoagie should hang up on him and call up Gary Spivey and ask him whats up.

21st Century Man

#88137
July 19, 2016, 12:24:15 AM
Quote from: Empress on July 19, 2016, 12:22:54 AM
This guest sucks and has no charisma. Hoagie should hang up on him and call up Gary Spivey and ask him whats up.
Listen to Noory and you can giggle whenever demons are mentioned.

Sandra Kristen

#88138
July 19, 2016, 12:24:35 AM
Quote from: norland2424 on July 19, 2016, 12:22:17 AM
jesus hahaa

Leo Ashcraft
8 hrs ·

I just cant understand people who say they are good people and then turn their back on someone - especially when they may be in danger. People make mistakes for various reasons. They do things that something in their past has programmed the response. But even if a friend screws me over - I don't want to see them get physically hurt. And I still hope that that person will come to realize their mistakes. But because of those mistakes everyone turns their back on that person and doesn't seem to care if they wind up dead.

Yes eventually I will shut myself down and give up on someone that knowingly screws me around.

Yes - maybe - I just got screwed around - maybe I didn't - until I know what happened for sure - I have to assume there is something else going on - until I know otherwise. Still I wouldn't want that person to be hurt - even though they hurt me in in the deepest possible way.

I'm sorry I have some hope left. (I know its easier and fits your needs better if I didnt - you made that clear - and made me feel like shit - thank you for that) And maybe that tiny bit of hope is keeping me going a little bit. But the not knowing is killing me at the same time. The nights are the worst. They seem to go on forever.

Some tried to help - but it was a one shot deal. Then they turned their backs on this person who is understandably a bit wacko considering how they grew up. Isn't it the right thing to do to try to understand what that person is thinking and feeling, rather than just get mad and start the hate machine? I feel sorry for this person. But I feel sorry for the people who turned their back on both of us. Yes both of us. You may be right - this person may be doing exactly what you think they are - but what if they're not? Until I know for sure - there is no closure and this open wound stays open and seeps.

It doesn't have to go the way I want it to. I can deal with not getting what I want. Yes it will hurt, but it will heal. Its the not knowing 100% what is going on that hurts and keeps festering this wound.

The two guard dogs stand between us - I can't get through. I don't know if they want me to get through and are hiding behind the gatekeepers. The feeling of helplessness because of this makes the wound deeper and more debilitating. And as I type this I realize now thinking about what I wrote in the fourth paragraph - if that's how those that turned their backs are - I wonder about them and if that's how I will be treated if I lose my shit one day. Well I guess we will soon find out.

And for those reading this - no I haven't lost it (yet) - this is a coded message. Only those involved will have any clue what I am talking about. Don't hurt yourself trying to figure out the meaning of what I just wrote.

Is that directed at Amy? lol
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